Life As It Stands Now

Well here i am about 20 weeks later into my future and all i've got to say is wow i never would have guessed in a million years that i'd be doing this job! I am a chemical specialist for the US ARMY! Basic was ok hard at times and very challenging me but i became a better person out of it and also more fit! I got to fire US weapons like the M203 Grenade launcher and also the M-16 i had to lug that thing everywhere i also got to fire a 50 cal. and throw a live hand grenade. I've also got a beautiful girlfriend soon to be fiance and then wife. I'm two days from graduation in AIT and it's been good for the most part but for the hot parts whoa it totally sucks for sure! I have to wear a chem suit and mask for a long time not to mention that i went into a live nerve agent chamber for about three hours wasn't bad at all i love being gassed by CS riot gas! Well i couldn't ask for more exciting news to find out that my baby cousin gianna was born last night neat little girl addition to the family! And Finally i'm coming home on monday for a whole month! so excited i get to be with people who love me. I feel like i'm clostrophobic at times when i leave base because i'm so isolated by the military and walking again in the civilian life is just weird i see double vision the way they see and the way i see but i understand both!