Here I Am Once Again

So let's catch up shall we? i've just returned from my first deployment and i must say i'm happier than i could be cause i love being back in the states. I've made new friends and lost old ones due to things i wish not to speak of. I've made bad impressions lately that i wish i could take back because they hurt others more than it hurts me. My life has been rough i will admit i haven't always taken the easy road to follow but at this point in my life i find it that i can't help fight what has already been started by others. I've been emotionally challenged this past year and still fighting as i write down in this post. I've lost a friend to a car accident, Lost a soldier in my unit, heard many things that make me upset, and most of all been depressed over the last little while from these events. It seems like the bad things will never go away from me but i know they will in time. I choose to help others in need and lie to those who i cannot trust. If there is anything that i want more right now is for others to find happiness and be happy.